Monday, February 12, 2007
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Fuking busy weekend.. ytd werk till pants oso wanna drop le today leh even worst..nbcb..e crowd n ppl dun stop frm 6pm till finish werk.. ambulance nearly came n fetch me n candy as we're short handed n only me n candy werkin outside lor.. sales hits 5000 bucks in two days..
feelin kinda sad, alot of thingy, but dun noe where to start n how to start, aniwae i jus hope tat cny faster past, i crazy go send msg to break up with him again,cos i feel tat he's not e one i wan, like he dun do watever i'm yearnin fer, i love him,i trust tat he loves me too but it's jus, i dunno reali, i jus feel tat i'm taking him fer granted n sianX, as he report to me everyday,it's not e LI i noe last time, life had been alwaes contradictin fer me..i simpli dunno wad m i doing n wtf i wan.. i'm jus tired n e fact is i'm not happi at most of e time..
another saddenin thing is tat i feel tat my "sisters & brothers" are still doing so well n life is like so colorful without me.. i dun seems to be like even anything to frens now, they wun contact me if i dun..n whenever i feel so sad, its jus e wrong time, they dun have time fer me n i dun wanna bother them oso, all i wan now is silence.. i wanna evacuate moiself in my own world.. life is so sad fer me sumtimes i simpli dunno wad's e point to have me in e world..
my only support is moi mum.. i'm serious, i loves moi mum, she is alwaes there fer me when i need her n she reali dotes on me alot..as fer moi dad, i miss him,he had been so busy tat i hardly see him or even hear frm him.. i miss moi dad.. i love him i'm calling him now to tell him..
i live on fer my mum n dad, tats my calling..other then my family,i will jus evacuate away frm[including him]n live in moi own world including him..
P.S:Dun nid to have any reaction aft seein tis post..thanks..